I was very sad and disappointed today. Actually I am surrounded by problems from all sides. My, my parents' bad health, insomnia, very bad relations with my wife and daily quarrels (my wife is from a very influential and rich family and my in-laws are just 500 meters from my house due to which there is a lot of pressure by them and by my wife on my mind), obstacles in the marriage of daughters, bad health of the elder daughter, my weak financial condition, no permanent source of income, very little savings, huge expenditure on the education of a daughter, many necessary expenses which I cannot stop even if I want to, and many more things which are not even possible to write, so whatever I could write today, I have written it. Now you tell me for what all things I keep healing throughout the day. I try, still something or the other gets left out. And till now the result is zero, so in such a situation courage fails. Right now your answer has given courage. But it will be good if this courage remains.
