Dear Sir, It is amazing that you recite so many hymns, strotras and kavachas. Gods must be really happy with you. But please let me suggest, you are doing a bit too much.
If I am right, I see you as a very very frightened person who may any time slip-into arena of phobia which would be more frightening. My suggestion is before taking any combination of charged water, TAKE BRAVO SERUM. Continue to take it for 2 months.
Please understand a basic law of attraction. Whatever you give to universe, Universe reflects the same around you. I mean if you build a fortress of Fear, Doubts and Instability, it will keep you as a captive inside. Break the wall and come out of it first. Rest of the healings will work only after that.