Dear Brightlife888
Just could not hold myself back in this discussion which is approx 7 months old. It aches to see a Brightlife go Dim. Golden Sunrise to you.
I am sure, you must have seen some building gates which are made with flattened strip-rods placed in oblique position, where you may see nothing when you stand in front but when you step just a bit askew, you may see inside. Another example could be 2 or 3 dimensional pics of Deities where you have to shift your vision left or right to see the image changed.
I guess this is what is happening with you. Being in a subdued state of mind, you are not able to evaluate yourself. You are watching people overtaking you …… stepping on you to upgrade…… or making you feel foible. I suggest you, to know that all these situations are subjected to, how you look at it. Mostly we visualize these situations like someone has outraced us, or considering us as inferior. Sometimes we feel like "I am not of the level……maybe people are smarter…..or Am I a loser – always?? But this is not true. In fact, people, in general, have much lesser IQ than we think – the difference is in the way we look at it.
Let me take myself as an example. I was an average student in school and quite obviously, I had the same company…I mean group. I noticed all in my group had a wall created around them and in-spite they aspired to, but hesitated to mingle with those boys who had a good scoring record. Just for being an off-beat, I shirked off my inhibition and started interacting with them, as we had at least a common ground – Sports. There were no barriers then. I became one of them. Even I scored better since then.
I was lady-shy, predominantly because I was weak in spoken English. But my wits were good and I could make jokes on myself. I started speaking to myself in front of mirror, read newspaper loudly, talk to myself in english on the way back. Believe me, I still see myself to be very popular among ladies today at the age beyond 50. Does that connects you somewhere??
Please STOP comparing yourself with others or what they are capable of. You are yourself and so Be yourself. Create your own way as if you are the one who no one else can be. What someone else has done was his piece of cake……its your birthday and you are going to cut a new cake. Shine and others will recognize, its my promise. You said yourself that you were a genius someday. Let that genius emerge once again. Generate Love for yourself and you will find your love automatically.
With the above commitment to yourself, heal with VK. Divine supports who support thyself. You will gain your lost confidence once you stop looking or caring about others.
This is my opinion. Do you agree ?