Feeling unbalanced since 6 years

Guru ji / rakhi madam ji golden sunrise ❣️

Please please help me...

i have a issue which I am not able to find out what it is????

I explained it with examples.. sorry and thank you for your precious time

*For example if I sit to study -i continuously sit for study only ,no joy nothing , complete seriousness, if I become lazy complete laziness , if I wanted to fun complete fun and enjoyment only not able to touch my books again,

* if i am thinking about my health, again and again i think about my health only ,i searched in Google about it again and again,

*if i start to read the things testinomals articles about VK ,whole day i do that only, even not go for lunch , dinner, sleep.... like that sir so on.........it happens for everything sir , if i am positive i am positive like anything, if single negative think come into my mind I am become negative like hell ,not able to feel positive, if i am good i am good like anything if i feel good too much good.....if bad too too too much of bad ..... i always feel cloudiness in my head......i lost interest in my study also, what problem this is ,plz plz plz plz give me the solution???? ????????????????????‍♀️