Great experience. Whatever energies we give, never gets wasted. It is working on the situations, only that sometimes we expect it to happen at time which which we want or the way which we want.
So sometimes frustration may set in. All the energies were working for you. Though you expressed anger to VK , you also said to VK now you tell me which way. Your LOVE SERUM to Universe also added to this, maybe it showed result to you on the aspect which you immediately required.
When you prayed to Shanidev ji, you actually SURRENDERED. First you spoke to VK to show you the way. VK directed to the deity whom you believe at such times, You went to the place of worship after months. When you prayed at the temple, all your expectations and frustrations were released with faith.
And you got a positive reply from your neighbour.
Sometimes when we hold on expectations or to certain conditions, we delay our desires.
Sometimes it happens for us to learn something in the journey.
I relate this experience to one of my healing, which i did for months with VK, but i had placed some conditions and i wanted to achieve results only with those conditions. The conditions were justified in my mind.
I was asking VK, now HOW will i get the results ??
I was at Saibaba temple one day, i go regularly and have my conversations with BABA, but that day i felt BABA was telling me to release my conditions. At that point, i said but this means i am losing. So you feel BABA I have to lose now. I felt there came a voice , which said, if you release this , you will be a Winner.
It was tough for me as i was fixed at my condition for months, but this conversation with BABA made me a Winner, the task which should have taken at least 8 more weeks to happen , happened in 12 days. All the obstacles were cleared, and i got more than i asked.
Everything was so fast and unbelievable because there was complete SURRENDER to Divine through Divine Cosmic Energies in VK.
Regarding your view that Shanidevji is happy because you send LOVE SERUM, i feel Divine is always happy with us, its only that we feel we need to make Divine happy. We get what we deserve. We get when we pray. We get when we allow it to come to us with faith. We get after we learn certain lessons, if they are to be learnt. We get based on our actions and efforts.
Sending LOVE SERUM to Universe, probably actually pulled you to Divine to believe and release your expectations. You also decided to visit the temple again, because your faith resides there.
Dolly, please continue your healing till you get it. Thank again for sharing your experiences so innocently.