It happens with many of us when we come across something as Divine as VK. And we want to heal everything which is not appropriate around us.
Well !! Make a list of you issues of life and proceed according to the priority of life.
As I read your query, you should start with MOOD UP SERUM that will keep you enthusiastic and motivated.
Read about GOLDEN SUNRISE projects, how they are made, laid and energised. This will help you in clearity of your wishes.
Try to start with small wishes and accomplish them as bigger ones might take little time.
Small achievements will help you in better way.
And we are always here for further guidance.