Dear @Rian,
You are getting what others dream of, and you are baffled ?? Let it flow and Enjoy the bliss Sir.
What is baffling you is your excitement. Divine experiences mostly leave us with such amazement that we feel baffled. But is it something to fear or get scared of? No, it cannot be. Flow with the wave, cross the borders of your inhibitions. You are being channelized towards who is with you. Universe is replying to you. Engage yourself in this quest and see how far it want to get you.
Keep on Sharing because this is going to inspire many of us.