Golden SunRise !! As I said earlier, I feel delighted to be in touch with such a determined Kid, as you are. May the Divine help to raise your spiritual levels.
Reply of your sub-consciousness seems to be a story told or read by you some day. Stories are not what sub-consciousness apprise you….its your Mind Archive what gives you these kind of messages. Anyways, Shri Ram's playing with reflection of moon was a child's play. We call it Bal Leela. Your desire is real attunement. Do not settle for reflections, Elevate yourself, rise to claim your desire.
Request to VK, to cleanse your Spiritual Body and then ask "O my VK, please raise my complete Self to be worthy to receive Ashta Siddhi & Nava Nidhi" x 3times. Keep VK between both of your palms in shell shape, relax your body and feel the energies cover you all over.
I wish you all the best son.