@Karishma, Please understand once again, I never said YOU should do ascension at this stage. I said under specialized guidance, only EXPERIENCED VK healer should try this.
Dear Kiddo (I am taking the privilege), I have stated my opinion many times, that birds take their flight, when their wings are matured to take the flight. Your case is like a student of class IV is trying trigonometry, Integration and Differentiation. One should go up step by step to the roof. Why do you want to draw a Sword when things could be resolved by a Needle ? Moreover, I am surprised, where in the Manual did you find the process of Ascension. To my knowledge, there is no section, explaining Ascension in the whole Manual. Please enlighten if you have found it somewhere.