Check the posts on BASICS OF VK …and get your answers on procedural questions.
I know a 2 yr old baby in India and an 86 yrs young VK user man in UK.
They both are not on litairian forum. They both use VK wonderfully because they dont have procedural barriers in their minds !!
You need to give time for yourself to learn and practise.
How many years did you take for schooling or Graduation…..and now for VK you have not given even 10 days to learn.
There are many ways to learn….one needs to be in learning and accepting mode.
First learn the basics with practise….you want to heal all major situations in your life which has been for long time ….like
both parents chronic health issues,
acceptance from the man whom you like,
accepatance from his parents,
mans career ,
stuck money….
while you are still learning to follow the basics.
On that you again get impatient.
I feel you need to practise with smaller aspects of life wirh VK…experience some changes and then move to bigger ones. Your impatience is creating lot of anxiety in you. First you should prioritise your healing for your own mind and maybe your parents immediate health needs
GOLDEN SUNRISE