hello rakhi madam
I got my VS a few days ago and while I was opening the packet I saw this black silhouette in front of me which I have seen many times before. The next day one of my sons started arguing with me and today the other one did same. I’m still taking my Chalisa water and the water is very slimy and at night I still don’t sleep despite taking the sleeping tablets.
last night I was very angry I wanted to throw my vs away and these feelings do happen a lot with my Vk where I get so angry at myself and want to dispose of my Vk. I know its the negativity, I try to control myself a lot but sometimes that little voice in my ears drives me crazy where I just want to give up.
My heart trusts Sharat Sir and all of you I know VK is for our own welfare but in my head, I am so confused.
Financially it’s getting hard I sometimes don’t want to live too much problem in my life.
I don’t know why these feelings please rakhi Ji advise me.