We humans lose half the battle when we say we are disheartened .Please remember the saying that Rome was not built in a day. For energies to work out the best for you they may take longer for some situations as compared to others the reasons for not getting the desired results maybe that energy needs are high so you need to increase the frequency of healings and there could be certain blockages which might need healings as well
Change your thoughts to positive
Still you said you had serious problems but didn't answered the question that we need to know the situation and what healings you have done or are doing to get certain results
I used to be in a same state of mind as yourself now before I was a VK user but VK has changed my life throughout
At the minute it seems like you have to do some mental healing for yourself by taking Golden Sunrise, Shield of 7 rays,Alpha women serum,BEAUTY serum,MOOD up serum (if you are feeling low) .continuing this healing Will change the state of your mind and will give you encouragement to work towards your goals in a better way