Pollyanna
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Well I thought my heart opening was joyous, but now I’m not sure. It was obviously closed for a reason, and now that reason is clear. The pain is unbearable of realizing the areas of relationships that I have not been present for. I truthfully am ready to run away again and shut down. I’m sorry if this is not the place for this discussion, but I realize there is no one to share this with as people don’t want to hear emotional discussions.